You cry your eyes out, you’re hurt and confused.
You wonder if he have been this heartless all along or did he grew to love you less.
But darling let me tell you, when a man doesn’t fight for you it’s because he know he don’t deserve you.
You’re gold and he’s metal.
You’re not a good match, never will be.
You gave me just a little bit to stay and yet a little bit was enough for me to have hope in us.
I’m not ashamed that I genuinely and unconditionally loved you.
Indeed I’m proud, because it takes courage to love so deeply and I fearlessly did it!
But now that you couldn’t appreciate me, I’ll walk away
And never look back.
Everybody wanna be seen.
Everybody wanna be heard.
They all think they’re special and that’s why they get hurt.
I can’t help it but to care about you.
I can’t help myself from expecting more, you gave me false hope when you weren’t sure.
It’s crazy how words can do so much damage and so much more, so much more.
Sometimes I wonder how some hearts can be so cruel and some hearts can be so fragile? ..but now I know that the cruel hearts are in service to the fragile hearts and fragile hearts are in service to the cruel ones. Exactly as the darkness helps the light to shine, the light helps the darkness to stand out. The opposite nature of things are necessary for the survival of all things.
Everything is meant to compliment the other and grow until the point of transformation. This’s the reason why both good and evil exist and why they must exist. It’s what allow the flow of life, without such opposite forces nothing will have meaning. Nothing will be seen or given the chance to transform. So dear reader, don’t hate the evil that exists in the universe, instead be grateful. It is thanks to this evil that you are able to grow.
Everything so called “thing” can be called an event, because the motion of things (energy living) are events that are inseparable from the universe and time is only a matter of definition. We who give the definition to a begging and end of something, because really all we see is limited. The moment we can see something we think it exists right now, while in reality it have been existing all along.
The reason behind our ignorance about the unseen is that we don’t and can’t see everything as inseparable of everything. We see only bits and pieces at a time and believe that what we witnessed right now is separated from what we witnessed yesterday and what we will witness tomorrow.
Personalthy I think the idea of cause and effect is absurd. The nature of the universe is wholeness, everything exists with the absence of another. Both nothingness and something exists together with harmony to one another, in sequence to creat motion or what we so call a series of events.
The theory of paralle universes is also called omniverse, is a hypothetical group of multiple universes including the universe in which we live. Together,these universes comprise everything that exists. If so is true, then the universe consist of multiple parallel realities, each reality represent a possibility. Your present choice is what determin your reality.
change your destiny by just choosing between the possibilities.
I believe destiny is made up of two parts; one that is under your control and a part that’s controlled by God/Universe/karma whatever you call it, the creator of these universes .
Let us take an example, imagine Tom walking down the street and happen to see an ice cream shop. The fact that Tom reached such destination is a blessing from God/ tom’s destiny. However, Tom’s control is to choose whether to take this opportunity or not. Until Tom make up his mind, there exist countless possibilities. Like him buying an ice cream, him not buying an ice, him buying a shake instead, him only using the bathroom or walking away from the ice cream shop…etc. Each of Tom’s possibilities is represented in a future parallel reality. Once Tom make up his mind, he will experience the chosen reality.
What’s crucial to understand is that if Tom have choosen not to eat an ice cream someone else will eat his ice cream. His opportunity will become someone else’s reality, if he didn’t choose it. This applies on everything in life. If you don’t accept the money, the money will go to someone else. If you don’t eat the food, it will get eaten by someone else and so on… This’s the law of life, to every giver there’s a receiver. You have multiple possibilities, but only one opportunity. So it’s either you choose to give and there will be a receiver or you take in place of those who gave away their opportunity. Another way to think about it is to every present there’s the absence of it.
If you’re suffering from overthinking it’s probably because you have made thinking a habit and to be honest with you there doesn’t exist a short cut to consciousness. Consciousness is the state of being present at the moment, where you’re not thinking of the future or the past. Indeed not thinking all but just living the present moment with all your senses and concentration. The state of consciousness is reached through silencing the mind. But is meditation the only way to become conscious?
After years of working on my spiritual journey I discovered that being self conscious is intact very easy, it’s like a muscle; the more you access the field of awareness the easier it gets next time you want to access it. I see it as a two ways street, when you don’t think you shift into the now and when you think you shift into your bubble of illusion that is projected by your subconscious. here are some gateways that will instantly take you to the state of consciousness.
- physical activity.
- shifting your concentration into something outside of yourself, such as sounds.
- breathing with awareness.
- search for the silence into between the sounds.
It’s impossible to know the state of consciousness when you are thinking about it, because you can only experience consciousness and not perceive it.
Think of consciousness as a mystery, it’s the place where your true self exists and is experiencing the present reality that matters. Take it slow! keep shifting your focus outward and you will eventually become more aware of your surroundings.
Everything in the universe is energy including yourself, Energy is immortal. “Energy can neither be created nor destroyed; energy can only be transferred or changed from one form to another” using this definition we can understand the way in which the universe moves…
Let’s have a look at time, it tends to be moving in a circle and repeating itself again and again. Everything inside time is also moving in a circle, each particle of water in a wave moves in a circle, for every new moon a complete circle must accrue, the wind, the planets , the galaxy…etc. All the small circles are in serves to the life cycle. Therefore, time would be the outer circle that contains life.
But is time dependent on life? Absolutely not. Time will go on even if there’s no life. It’s just an infinit motion by it’s own.
Then where would the human cycle stand ? The human cycle can be described as a one big moving circle. Found outside of time and life. Indeed it consist both life and time, yet dependent on it’s own. I said “moving ” because a human life have an independent motion, every year and every day is a completion of the human age. However, after the physical body of the human being dies, the human true form stays. A soul is infinitely existing even after the death of the physical body. The physical body life spam motion have a speed and this’s why i mentioned “moving” instead of just “A circle”. On the other hand, the soul life spam moves quit slowly, it’s unaffected by time.
DEATH IS NOT THE END, IT’S JUST THE BEGINNING. Nature will dance in circles to remind you that you’re life is a moving cycle ruled by Time, that is by itself an endless loop repeating over and over again.
Take a shower and your depression will go away. I’m serious! As silly as it sounds it’s true. Depression is caused by external factors of negative energy. It always begin outside then slowly triggers a certain emotion. The emotion grows as you give it attention and in no time it awakens the pain in your heart (unhealed wounds), thus become your state of being. what we often call a “MOOD”.
There was a time when I got so busy with work and decided to put my selfcare as the last priority. so I didn’t shower for 2 contentious days! GROSS I KNOW. But the lesson I learned from this experiment was big. I recognised the dramatic mood swing i experienced and that when showering you’re not only cleaning your body from dirt, but you’re cleansing your energy too. Our aunt sisters understood that water is the key to life. They referred to water as a cleansing tool for both the body and soul. They use to do SPIRITUAL SHOWERS; Where you perform a normal shower but while pouring water on your body you visualise the negative energy falling off you with the water, as if the water is stripping away the negative energy from your body.
The danger of not showing regularly goes beyond the spiritual and psychological aspects. When you don’t shower your skin PH becomes disturbed. In addition your skin pores gets blocked and when your skin can’t breath you feel dead. Which develop frustration, anger and depression. Your state of being reflects on the outside; through your attitude (transmitted energy) and what you attract (received energy)…In conclusion, not showering can cause a great harm to one self and to the entire world.
To those who have Been suffering with depression for a very long time,
YOU'RE NOT ALONE! yet just because it's common it doesn't mean you should accept it.
Get yourself out, reflect on your lifestyle.
Any exaggerated action can produce negative results.
LIVE AS A HUMAN, LIVE THE RIGHT WAY.
Due to my experience i found that fake people vary in degrees of fake-ness. So you can find a person who’s fake yet not very harmful, while another is super toxic in nature. Why tho? materialism and fake-ness are interconnected. when social media redefine beauty with what is fake, how can you expect people to be themselves? People are becoming fake without even noticing it. Actually I believe that nowadays everybody is infected with a degree of fake-ness.
How to spot a fake person? Fake people are with levels of fake-ness, so they might have some of these trades or not all. The people who’re slightly fake are harder to spot than toxic people.
1. Attention seeker; A fake person is always hungry for attention and drama. It have to do with his/her ego nature.
2. Showing off all the time; again this subconscious attitude is done by the ego and sense of being incomplete or less than others.
3. They only respect people with power; here where they ” PLAY DIRTY”! Fake people are manipulative experts and super target focused. If they want something from you, they will do anything to get you to like them. It’s also called being TWO FACED or USING OTHERS .
4. They’re a gossiping machine; Fake people love to gossip. They have a sneaky communication habit, Which is not expressing their opinion honesty or directly.
5. They criticize others to make themselves look good. Fake people are very ego based. They’re unable to love or care for anyone other than themselves. They just think of themselves as superior to everyone.
6. They have a big mouth; Fake people will be the first to give promises and big words, yet do nothing at all. They love playing the HERO or Painting a perfect image of themselves .
7. They’re very reactive; Fake people react over everything! They often look for drama and conflicts. So you might find them a little too nosy.